This has me rethinking about my pain and all the classes I have taken such as Reiki 1 and 2 and hypnotherapy and meditation. I must not be approaching my own problems correctly or I would not be in this pain so much of my life. I need to learn what to do before I disappear from this realm. Maybe there are some answers here?
Here’s a thing. Whilst I’ve been attending to things other than blogging, for a variety of good and not-so good reasons, I’ve discovered something interesting. When I have a task that I don’t want to do, my unconscious mind does everything in its power to make it a difficult as possible to do undertake the task. Now, I used to think of this as procrastination, I’ve procrastinated all my life, putting things off until the last possible moment and then working away like someone who’s working hard to win the hard working competition by working harder than a hard worker would normal work when working hard. And so on. But perhaps there’s more to it than that.
You see, I’m just that little bit more self-aware than I used to be and I reckon that I actually run two types of procrastinatory algorithms in my library of mental sub-routines. You…
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